Friday, May 18, 2012
Bought a watch so that I could do as seen in that photo.  Mostly so that I could very discreetly check the time when doing things that I don’t want to be doing.  Aaand it makes my ankle look fat. -_- It would hang loosely and look perfect if I lost half an inch around my ankle. I have fat ankles.
*nuts*
(Note: I would not wear heels because I do not wear heels.)

Bought a watch so that I could do as seen in that photo.  Mostly so that I could very discreetly check the time when doing things that I don’t want to be doing.  Aaand it makes my ankle look fat. -_- It would hang loosely and look perfect if I lost half an inch around my ankle. I have fat ankles.

*nuts*

(Note: I would not wear heels because I do not wear heels.)

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Tuesday, May 15, 2012

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I hate seeing pictures of people at the beach (on facebook) during the summer time. =/

I’m entirely jealous and wish that I could afford beach trips. -_-

But I’m a Cheerleader is on tv on LOGO and I can’t watch it because mom is home. D:

Monday, May 14, 2012

OMG HOUSE EPISODE WAS HORRIFYING. FUCK.

D:

Poor House and poor Wilson.  Frack.

Sometimes my dad makes no sense.  He fills the drains with high powered chemicals to clean them on a day that it’s not nice outside so we can’t open the windows and it’s horrible. =/ the smell woke me up. 

Gah. WTF???

Do it on a different day so that I’m not exposed to as many chemicals.

If the designer Vivienne Westwood is antimaterialism/anticonsumerism, and is like “I don’t feel comfortable defending my clothes. But if you’ve got the money to afford them, then buy something from me. Just don’t buy too much.” …

And you buy knockoff shoes…

What does that really mean? Am I supporting consumerism? Or am I getting a knockoff that holds semi true to her artistic vision and is less ugly than mass production?  I doubt that it’s actually pretty since it doesn’t hold true to the original form.  The shoe base is not wood as it is in the original…  Shoe foam material is ugly compared to natural wood. It’s really not artistically nice, even if it has the same lift. Although it doesn’t even have that where the leather is at. It weighs it down a little more than it should.

But not many wear Vivienne Westwood around WV. We can’t afford shoes like that. And if we do, we’re too conservative to buy such shoes.

On the other hand, it lifts me about 3-4 inches off the ground without putting the pressure heels do on my feet…

What was I saying? Yeah. I don’t know whether buying knockoffs of Vivienne Westwood shoes is counterintuitive or not. … She is anti-consumerism. I feel like I’m doing something wrong.  It’s quite consumerist and really kind of bad. =/ Hm.  Yeah.  

Nap time.  I don’t even make sense anymore.

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My brother had binoculars and was watching me eat. D: I hate being watched eating. gahhh

I’m obsessing about death and I don’t want to die ever. Because I’m not religious. Omg.  

=/

I can’t stooopppp.  Make it stoppp. I can’t sleeep.  How do I go to suicidal ideation to wondering what the hell I was thinking and being terrified of it and not wanting to starve but being unable to stop that either?

I need to stop thinking. I need for the thinking to just stop. *obsessive thoughts that won’t go away.*